lollipop and chocolates are first aid ♥

NEW HOME :)

2009-05-04T11:24:00.000-07:00

i started a new bloggie .

please link me .

love links .

muaax

[honeyspace]

sorbetes ! :)

2009-04-10T04:47:00.000-07:00

ang dirty ice cream kung tawagin ay isa sa paborito kong pamatay init :)) ahahaha .

me ganun ? :P

fancy facts

2009-04-02T03:15:00.000-07:00

Winston Churchill was born in ladie's room during a dance ( gees , lucky i'm not born in men's room )

A golf ball has 336 dimples ( buti nalang ako 1 lang :) may extra pang maliit )

On average people fear spiders more than they do death ( super agree ako ! i hate spiders )

Elephants are the only animal that cannot jump ( kawawa naman yung nasa zoo pag tumalon sila , baka magka.earthquake )

Cigarette lighter was invented before a match . ( sosyal ! )

USAP outing

2009-03-31T04:20:00.000-07:00

USAP ;) Union of Students for Action & Progress ( Paco Catholic School , Manila )

ILOVEYOU USAP ;]

alumni please contact us here : USAP friendster profile

i'll miss the graduates

2009-03-26T08:19:00.000-07:00

guess , i'll miss my grandmamas and grandpas :(( wooh , salamat po sa lahat ng lessons :) sa care at sa love , sa moments together , super kulitan , paglalambing , pang.aasar , gala , tambay , ~~buraot~~ :P , pang.iinis , sama samang tawanan , kwentuhan etcetera .. grabe , mamiss ko kayo . ewan ko ba , lola irene , lola myke , lola erna , lola jo , lolo irvin , lolo jb , lolo lance , lolo ken ken - mamiss ko yung superlab nio . waa , sana visit parin kayo sa PCS . kasi mamiss ko talaga kayo e . hindi lang sila pati na yung iba ko pang kakilalang 4th years :) mamiss ko po kayo , pati yung mga paminsan-minsang hi - hello natin :) ... ayun , parang ang bilis ng panahon . dati liit-liit lang din ninyo kasing liit ko tapos mea mea , iwanan nio na pala ako ? hai . goodluck and godbless sa college life . galingan niyo po , aral mabuti . pag may time , visit po sana kayo kay Dear Paco Catholic School . Ang galing , atleast kahit superBIG ng world , nagkita kita tayo . Opo , dito sa PCS :) always be proud being paconian :) love you all . BTW , thanks for making your parents proud . at last graduate na kayo ng high school , konting tiis nalang .. :)

baby , wake up !

2009-03-24T06:57:00.000-07:00

naalala ko , march 14 , i told my friends that finally , i realized that my problems are not big enough compared to others . it makes me more sad . in my mind is a flashback of images of poor people , streetchildren , and sidawalk vendors . ow , if i'm rich , i'll think ways for them to grow & help them be a responsible filipino .

Sa bakery ..
PULUBI : Palimos po ng cake .
ALE : Aba , sosyal ka . Namamalimos ka lang gusto mo pang cake, eto 2 pandesal .
PULUBI : Hindi po pwede kasi birthday ko ngayon .

Lord , have mercy . They suffer alot . I want them to be safe . Please ?

-- my day

2009-03-24T06:46:00.000-07:00

oh gees , i'm bored , tired , and sad . my day is boring . i waited for my mom to come home so i can borrow her phone . hai , i failed with that . she told that she's going to use it soon . oh , next to that was being disappointed . yea , tired and confused . i miss my phone and my friends and loved ones . hai , poor me . i want to cry but , i can . dunno why .

its ok to cry hard as long as you want to just make sure
that when you stop cryin you wont cry for the same reason anymore

well , Lord , thanks for another day . I love you . I'm sorry I failed in almost EVERYTHING .

-- fave chocolate :)

2009-03-23T20:44:00.000-07:00

super sweet . yummy ... haha :) i love you men ! hahaha .

lolly on sundays :)

2009-03-21T17:49:00.001-07:00

baby , don't worry there's no sugar :) OMG , it's my new addiction .. hahah :) thank God , lollipop can make me smile :)

lollipop :))

2009-03-21T16:30:00.000-07:00

i bought this in SM manila :) cute lollipop in a bunny shape . love it .

-- i love you teddy , i mean teddies :))

2009-03-21T01:38:00.000-07:00

pictures with my teddy bears and my sister's too :D i love teddies cause they're cuddly and you can hug them . but i'm disappointed they can't hug me back .. oh ,

the movie SAW and the cellphone :)

2009-03-19T18:18:00.000-07:00

i was unable to sleep well last night due to the movie SAW . I remember scary scenes and eeky stuffs . eww !

Change topic , I changed the background :) and url , AGAIN ! :) hindi talaga ako marunung makontento . Finally , after days of graving for a new phone my sister told me she'll buy me a new one . Syempre , birthday ko sa May e ! Yea , sa May pa :)) pero atleast my new phone na ko . And promise , hindi ko na sisirain to ! :) I asked for a Nokia 5220 Xpressmusic . Gusto ko sana ng 5310 Xpressmusic kaso nung tiningnan ko and I compared the features , mas malinaw yung cam ng 5220 e . Sayang uso pa naman yng 5310 pero ayus lang :) And I want blue . Or 7210 supernova may do :) heheh . kyut , lalo na yung white version :)

-- new new :)

2009-03-18T23:43:00.000-07:00

new background ( my archive are missing ),
new url ,
edited profile ,

oh . my day is really boring .
i want to buy a new phone :) hahah .
i want a new laptop ( oha , san ka pa ? daming gusto no ? )
i want a new digicam :)

hmmn , what else ?
a want a BETTER life . ( as if ? :P )

ang drama !

2009-03-17T03:25:00.000-07:00

haha ..
yesterday .. kuia nikko caught me posting here on my blog . urgh !
his reaction was like , "ang drama mo !" sabay tingin sa akin .. "kung sabagay , blog nga naman."

-- yea . ualang pakelamanan .. eh ganun talaga .. i wanna show the world my cutest smile :) 1000 smiles kasi i'm always ready to give someone a smile kahit na sad ako deep within . I wanna be a public speaker someday , be a newscaster , teacher , or a radio announcer or whoever that serves and ready to give herself to the people who needs her . My mom argues with me when I open this topic , she want me to be a nurse & work abroad . So now , I'm still confused . haha :) ILY all . muax . And BTW , whatever happens , blogging will always be a part of me .

Girl & Boy

2009-03-17T03:15:00.000-07:00

Girl: I will love you forever..

Boy: Would you still love me even if I'm not feeling the same ?

The girl was hurt , cried and said goodbye 2 him . Then, after sometime , they met again .

Boy: Im sorry, I've hurt you .. I never really meant to do it .

Girl: It’s ok .. I accepted already .. I moved on .. How about you?

Boy : You just don't know what I've been thru after our break up . I realized that I love you so much & I will always do .

The girl smiled and said :

” Would you still love me even if I'm not feeling the same ?"

-- today is a busy & tiring yet i enjoyed

2009-03-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

wow , mula sa trip sa MCDO , yung milk , ka.epalan , ~~LRT - earthquake~~ , sa bangbang este bambang ;) , sa trip sa dyip dahil sa matinding traffic , rizal park sa may children's playground , hindi nagsawa sa picture hanggang sa ma.lowbatt c mr.camera ! aun . thanks po sa nakasama ko today .. i love you po :) muax .

"I don't want to grow up."
:D and i don't know why.

-- stoplight

2009-03-15T20:02:00.000-07:00

actually i'm not familiar with wide roads & crossing streets is sometimes hard for me . one time we went to kuia algem's house in sampaloc . there are highways and wide roads that scared me alot . dun nagsimula ang quote na nabuo ni patrish .. :)

"omigosh , it's blinking RED , we're gonna die !"

-- picture :)

2009-03-15T05:53:00.000-07:00

he will always be my mhine :)

-- fireworks sa MOA .

2009-03-14T06:31:00.000-07:00

lahat ay pagod .
depress .
naupo kaming magbabarkda sa may hagdan .
kulitan ng konti .
medio tahimik parin .
ang tanging ingay na maririnig ay
mga yapak , mga ingay ng mga kotse nagdaraan at musika .
gulat lamang namin ng nasimatayan ang streetlights .

wika ang pumukaw sa amin at nagsimula ang makukulay na bagay sa kalangitan .
ou , isa sa mga paboritong bagay ko , FIREWORKS .

thanks for cheering me up ! ILY .

lord , thanks sa mga naganap .
hope lessons were all learned ..

:)

2009-03-13T05:27:00.000-07:00

-- a little break

2009-03-05T04:46:00.000-08:00

aun . finally nakapag-post ulit .
super hectic ang linggong ito .
daming proyekto at sasailalim pa kami sa National Achievement test .
kamusta naman un ?
saya !
kanina .. ung theme writing ko 93 yung score ! saia :P

thanks sa mga nagpa ismayle sa akin .
ILABYU .

"elai.. labyu - nai" -- nilagay ba naman ni nanai mikki sa binti ko ? wow !

love you lord .

-- browsed & found

2009-03-02T03:25:00.000-08:00

aun . may natagpuang videos ..
love it so much :)

nagpa.ismayl sakin .

2009-02-28T04:31:00.000-08:00

bonding moment with jekkaa :)
kaso ang present lang JEKAA e .

aun masaya .
c boss kahit medio katampu sya .
ung multiply .
at lahat ng nagpa.ismile skin chalamat poh . :)

-- abortion kills life !

2009-02-27T05:17:00.000-08:00

"To teach our tweens and teens about responsible health, sex, and parenting practices, as well as, and the benefits inherent in a functional community network, makes perfect sense to me. And it too is important to inform a potential parent, be s/he twelve or older about the sacrifices, the consequences, and the alternatives to child rearing (such as adoption)."

click me for the whole message ft. images
click for infos about the reproductive health bill

-- frenshieeeeeeeps :P

2009-02-27T04:47:00.000-08:00

normal na sa mga ABNORMAL na nilalang tulad ko ang mahilig sa pixars .. of pictures sa matitinu . :)) heheh aun . saya magpicture picture .. pa.kyut daw ako ? hindi naman a .
hindi naman obvious . promise hinde po .! :)

--me & patrish :)

--the whole clan of JEKKAA :)

-- me & shane .. :)

edited pixurs of my friends & I .. saya :P
kyut namin ee . !! ops , ualang kokontra !

-- finally ..

2009-02-27T04:30:00.000-08:00

aun ,
naaus na ang blog ;)

pati narin ang sarili .
:) kanina , nasagot yung ilang questions na dulot ng curiosity namin .
thanks sa mga nagparticipate :)

hehehh .
ensia na sa naistorbo .

medio boring ung klase kanina .
pero saya naman .

Mrs. Cherry Lou Gonzales is back after 2 months absence from our class
( may baby boy na sia ! )
but , we'll no longer see Miss Ranchez ( our subsitute for Mrs. Gonzales in that 2 months ) .
i really miss her .
sana nagustuhan niya yung poem na ginawa ko .
yiee .

THANKS SA LAHAT , lord .

-- thank you po .

2009-02-26T04:13:00.000-08:00

sa lahat ng bagay na nagpasmile sa akin ,
nagpakunot ng noo ko ,
nagpatulala sa mga mata ko ,
umihip sa buhok ko ,
nagpaunawa & nagpamulat sa isipan ko .
SALAMAT po .

THANKS sa love & sa lahat ng blessings lord .

-- ASH wednesday :)

2009-02-25T03:19:00.000-08:00

naku , may umepal man .. ( sus , syempre hindi na nipatulan .. ginagalang po . )
hhehe . baet !! haha .

masaya yung day .
grabe ..
i love FRENCH FRIES & GRAVY :) heheh .

thanks sa lahat ng naka.bonding ko kanina :P
i love you ol .

dameng projects .
submission march o2 . urgh .
uala pa kaming nasisimulan sa marcotting .
urgh .

tapos yung dakilang drugs pa po .
naku , bakit dapat isang grading ang tungkol sa drugs ? -- paglaki ba namin DRUGLORD kami ?
kidding ;))

thanks sa masayang araw , lord .
sorry sa lahat ng sins .
thanks po for saving me .
lord , ang buhay pala hindi dapat sinasayang ..
maraming masaya sa buhay na hindi ko pinapansin ..
sana matutunan ko rin mahalin yung mga FLAWS ng buhay ko .
hai .
ILY .

:)

--* patrish's crib :)

2009-02-23T01:47:00.000-08:00

hi po .
aun here with JEKAA :)
appy at naiinitan ..
icpin mo ba naman nagjacket ako kahit supeeeer init ..
inutil !! :)
ang kyut ko . LOL !

aun .. c jireh nan.trip ng gawgaw at tissue ..
kare.ders ..
c aizel aun , tumambay sa tapat ng comp ..
isa raw siang HIPON ! :P
at si kim .. namimilipit sa TAWA ..
c pat .. aun medio deppressed pero ..
alam naming lahat na inborn na ung PAGKABALIIIIW NIA .

i love you guys .

BTW , hindi nia ako masusundo ..

lord thanks sa day with my friends ..
iloveyou .
i love him too .
hahah .
miss ko na c boss ..
init .. gue later nalang po pg.uwi .

-- isang problema mula sa simpleng DAHILAN ..

2009-02-21T18:09:00.000-08:00

una sa lahat ..
-mahirap maglakad ng pagkalayo-layo .. tas malalaman mo yung pupuntahan mo hindi AVAILABLE :P
-mahirap hikain .. masamang mapagod ako .. at super ako kung magpawis
-nagpunta kami sa rob para KUMAIN .. hindi kami agad umuwi kasi nag CS pa yung mga boys at kelangan kasabay ko sila umuwi .. kea aun .. :)
- FYI , hindi kami nagtatago .. hindi naman keu mukhang nakakatakot at mumu para pagtaguan , right ? hehehe ;))

Ralph Magante: pnu yung snbi ni aizel??
bb . ELLA REYES: dba sbi nila sana manlang sumunod tau ?/
Ralph Magante: oh ,
bb . ELLA REYES: eh ba't nakita rin namin cla sa rob ?
bb . ELLA REYES: eh di kung sumunod pla kami uala kaming naabutan ?
bb . ELLA REYES: gnun ba ?
bb . ELLA REYES: eh mga ~~GAGO~~ pla cla ee ( sorry sa term )
Ralph Magante: ndi nman
Ralph Magante: ay
Ralph Magante: oo nga
Ralph Magante: sbhin nyo n lng
Ralph Magante: d kayo mksnod kse may mga hnhika
Ralph Magante: tpos mainit pa
Ralph Magante: tska wlang snbi na maglalakad lang
bb . ELLA REYES: ou tska 2 oras taung nandun .. gutom pa kami tas may mga nag.gm na na nagbangka churva churva .. -- eh di kala nmin tpos na ..
bb . ELLA REYES: db ? pra clang gago !
Ralph Magante: nagmamataas kse cls
Ralph Magante: cla*
Ralph Magante: ito pa
Ralph Magante: kya lng nman kayo sumama pra sa PROJECT ehh
Ralph Magante: tska d nyo snbi na sasama kayo sa knila
bb . ELLA REYES: ou nga ..
bb . ELLA REYES: tska sbhin na natin .. game teu lahat para sa MANILA ZOO KUNG makakahinga pa kami ..
bb . ELLA REYES: db 4 na panyo na nga ginamit ni miguel pampunas sa likod ko pinagpapawisan parin ako ..
Ralph Magante: tska kung hindi Naglakad
Ralph Magante: ou nga
bb . ELLA REYES: ou ..
Ralph Magante: tpos maniniwla ka ba n si aizel ngsbi nun sa inyo??
BUZZ!!!
bb . ELLA REYES: hindi ako makapaniwala pero ..
bb . ELLA REYES: GRABE !
Ralph Magante: kya nga ehh
Ralph Magante: jekkaa p nmn xA
bb . ELLA REYES: ou ..
bb . ELLA REYES: tlga ..
bb . ELLA REYES: nakakairita .
Ralph Magante: TSK ..TSK
bb . ELLA REYES: mga praning tlga ang tu.tertin .
Ralph Magante: dba nila naiintndhan
Ralph Magante: na may hnhika
Ralph Magante: tpos mggalit cla
Ralph Magante: eh sa ayaw nyo ehh
Ralph Magante: tpos ppiltin qeo
Ralph Magante: eh hndi nmn kailngan
bb . ELLA REYES: ou nga ..
bb . ELLA REYES: hindi naman kami kelangan dun ee
bb . ELLA REYES: kaya naming & nating magsaya without them !
Ralph Magante: OU NGA

i love you boss , jireh- AL , patrish - erish , shane - RA ..
thanks po ..
stay strong guys :)

-- in & out ..

2009-02-21T04:58:00.000-08:00

what's in ? ( dameng arte ni ella oh ! )
-- hugs , kisses , bonding moments , jekkaa , trip trip , pixur pixur :) ,
tambay , tulog :)) candy , rob , foodcourt ..

what's not ?
-- mahabang lakaran , nauso ang LQ , ayaw nila pat gawin yung pasa.pasa game , & yung last - secreeeeet :P

lord , thanks sa lahat ng naganap ..
ganda po ng adoration aa . :)
ang kyut nung bricks sa labas .. :))
i love you .

guide nio po sana ako , kami ng jekkaa , ng family ko , & lahat ng nilalang na nilikha mo ..
:) i love you ulit .
thanks sa safety .

* lord , pa-help .. nabo.bother talaga sa naganap kanina .. ehehe .
ensia napo inistorbo kita .. sabi naman nila you're UNLIMITED ee .

-- connected TWENTY forever

2009-02-20T07:43:00.000-08:00

gandang twenty :)
thanks po sa lahat ng nangyari ( good or bad )
i enjoyed this day :)

happy 20 :)

thanks lord ..
iloveyou .

-- sana po hanggang pagtanda ko maging happy lagi 20 ko :D
twenty forever :)

sampung bagay ..

2009-02-19T05:48:00.001-08:00

1. gusto ko ang bagay na gusto ko :P
2. hindi ko 1oo% kilala yung sarili ko
3. taga-Aklan ang parents ko & i'm happy speaking their dialect .
4. hindi po ako maka-Diyos ng 100% but i believe in God .
5. gusto kong makahawak ng STAR
6. gusto kong makarating sa ibang bansa
7. gumugulong ako sa binilad na binhi ng palay nung bata pa ako
8. aminado akong hindi ako honest sa parents ko
9. 12 ako nang unang makarating sa GIMIKAN na tinatawag :))
10. madami akong pangarap ( i just don't know how to name them ..)
for short : MAGULO ISIP KO .

-- lord thanks po ..

2009-02-19T02:47:00.000-08:00

sa time
sa experiences today
sa love
sa sunshine
sa temperature
sa space ( heheh . )
sa patience ng mga tao .
sa mga nagawa ko .
sa appreciation
sa care
sa safety nung pag.uwi .
at sa lahat ng bagay na ginawa mo po para sa akin .

i love you po .
walang iwanan ha ?
:)

-- SALAMAT po .

2009-02-18T03:50:00.000-08:00

lord ,
bonggacious na araw po !!
:D
thanks po at umuwi akong happy .
sana happy na hanggang pagtulog .
:) daming naganap .

SALAMAT PO A .

an.daming naganap :)
labis nio po akong napasaya .
sa mga bagay , sa mga taong nasa paligid ko , sa mga kaisipan ..
sa lahat po .
i love you . :)

-- aun . ø17 :)

2009-02-17T03:33:00.000-08:00

appie or sad ? pwede both ? heheh . :P

GUMAWA PO KAMI NG SCENCES for MTV :))
saya . kulit namin . super bonding moment and naganap kaso po nakaka.pawis po ee .
thanks po sa SPONSORS :)) hehe .

aun , sad mood from morning til evening .
pero ganun talaga pag ika'y praning -- tumatawa parin . :D

happy 17 to all . :)

thanks tu,.tertin .
-- sana walang kalimutan . :P thanks rin sa love mommy cathy .
"hala nakalimutan ko humingi ng copy ng letter .. tsk . kasi ee .. kaasar oh ."

BAKIT BA KASI NAUSO ANG BAD MOOD ?

--* february 16 :)

2009-02-16T05:05:00.000-08:00

morning ?
uhmm .
social studies is for history
science for discovery
but your faith , that's UNLIMITED ! :)
--then miracles , strength , and love follows .

aun , masaya so far .
kauwi lang galing studio .
:) thank you po sa paghatid boss .
ILY :P ji , pat & the rest of the gang .

salamat po sa wonderful day na ito .
I LOVE YOU , lord .

"Love one another ... but never love another one ."
- sir mallari ( religion teacher ) :D

-- february 14 :) okei na araw , not bad not super good .

2009-02-14T06:16:00.000-08:00

sakto lang :P

yan ang araw ko ngaun .

thanks sa nakasama ko today .
JESKAA.ø2 iloveyou po .

boss thanks sa effort ..
kahit na prom nio naalala mo p ako .
tska thanks sa chocolates ..
sana uag ka na magalit ..
tngin ko hindi ko p makakain un for now ( heheeh , bleh :P )
kasi po masakit yung lalamunan ko po ..
then madami na kong nakaen tsokolatiii eh .

enjoy nio po sana lahat yung valentines .

ako nai.celebrate ko na kasama ang JESKAA.ø2 ( opo , JESKAA na , hindi na JEKAA )
super apie at super kulet .
lakad hir , kwentuhan der .
:) project yung usapan , onti lang naman nagawa .. haha .

-- dameng naganap ;)

2009-02-13T04:11:00.001-08:00

may positibo at negatibo .

gandang araw po :)

aun saya ng advance valentines ..
nagpunta sia sa room then aun , nibigay yung bouquet of roses ( red , long stem )

saya .

thanks po sa :
-- safe nakauwi
-- time for gala
-- may naghelp samin sa project
-- yung time po na nai-spent namin together ( lahat - lahat )
-- moments & events .
-- naabutan yung sunset .
-- happy ako .
-- makasama ko yung mga taong kasama ko kanina .
-- enjoy kahit pano .
-- walang ginawa sa school & di masyado pagod .
-- food .
-- abilities .. hehe .

ENJOY your valentines guys .
:) god bless you all .

-- stop bitterness , be KIND :)

2009-02-12T03:17:00.000-08:00

aun , good eve .
ilang minuto palang ang nakalilipas matapos ako umuwi ..
opo , hinatid po nia ako like usual .

nipuntahan ko po siya ( together with kuiatol & patrish ) sa JCS .
although hinatid nia ako at magkasama kaming naglakad papuntang sakayan ,
hindi kami nag.uusap :((

ok lng , i know magiging ok din po cguro kmi .

aun , finally dinala ko yung camera sa school kahit na super laki nia at kapal ( urgh ! )
saya magpixur ..
at mapixuran .

natuto din ako maglaro ng bagong game , kaso complicated eh ..
imbento namin ni patrish .. "see-saw para sa mga cute":P

punta patio , chikahan at kulitan .
then punta 7eleven ,
uala lng ..
bumili cheese curlz .

then punta na kami mcdo ..
chikahan EVER !
ni.buy ako ni kuiatol ng zest-o kahit na ang sbi ko bili nia ako zes-o .. kulang ng t :))

-- with reflection pa yan

un , dame naganap .
medio hindi gud ang morning pero , masaya at the end ..

tska madaming reason para mag-smile

- star yan , hindi lang obvious .. hahha .
kanina nga po pla napixuran ko yung star kaso medio blurred ..
sayang po .

kowt for the day ,
"kahit hindi NA tayo , ikaw parin ang first love ko. "
-- bb. ella & patrish

-- gonna miss the 2 of them .

2009-02-11T03:25:00.000-08:00

Katherine Heigl is leaving Grey's Anatomy .
As so as T.R. night .

-- confirmed by US Weekly

"Yes, she is," he told Us Weekly when asked if Heigl will exit the show. "Wherever Katherine goes, I wish her nothing but the best."

As for Knight, Pickens said, "He's going too."

The network and studio say they cannot confirm anything, and Heigl's and Knight's personal reps have declined to comment.

source ? Yahoo ! TV..

-- sayang , fave ko pa naman ung Grey's Anatomy tas aalis sia ? sayang yung cast .

-- thanks sa cold & bubbly BATH :)

2009-02-10T04:43:00.000-08:00

lord , thanks po aa .

medio depressing & tiring yung recent days ko po .
eun , thanks sa lahat ng love :P
lord sana maging ok lahat .

lamig lamig lamig nung tubig nung una pero
nung latter part ok na naman :)

mas feeling FRESH , nice po ..

hihi .
thanks sa lahat ng blessings sa araw na ito .

-- hindi kmi nahuling nadadaldalan nung english time
-- hatid ni boss
-- treat ako ni bezz
-- sabay kami ni pat uwi
-- music time ( enjoy )
-- uala ginawa nung sci time
-- naihabol yung HW sa math kahit mali yung iba ( atleast nag-effort )
-- gandang araw :)

salamat sa lahat .
gue po , ggwa na po ako ng HW ee .
ILY .

-- my back is super OK na :P

2009-02-09T03:42:00.001-08:00

ok na po yung likod ko :) heheh .
aun , thanks sa massage ni aling selya ( manghihilot :D raw )
heheh .

salamat talaga :))

thanks po sa blessings , lord :)
-- nakahabol sa meeting & nag -enjoy
-- safe nakauwi & naihatid ni boss
-- nahilot na ang namamagang likod :)
-- punta ako kanina sa church :)
-- points of votes sa election ( thanks sa nagtiwala po )
-- sa mga first year na nakinig sa chika ko kanina :))
-- sa USAP family kahit medio nauna ako umuwi :P
-- sa tu.tertin , kasi happy
-- nakabuo na ng song para sa music
-- naiayos pa pano ang schedule
-- naging ok ang lahat kahit papaano :)

babawi naman po ako sa mga mali ko ee , promise .
sorry lord may ni.pangakuan ako tas hindi ko po natupad :((

lord thanks sa love nila mama & papa knina :)
sorry po kinabahan ako kanina pagsakay ko tricycle sa bilis ng takbo ,
alam ko naman po hindi niyo ako ipapahamak tska NORMAL lang
na makaramdam ng takot .

:) sana mging ok po yung plans for tomorrow .

god bless them ol ( lahat ng people :D )

--* be kind

2009-02-08T02:20:00.000-08:00

after watching this video
it made ma realize , there's no other better choice than being kind .
being calm is nice .
smiling back is sweet .
being kind is a blessing :)
laugh .
share :P

MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE .
you can make a difference :)

-- good morning lord of love :)

2009-02-07T18:55:00.001-08:00

THANKS for :
-- waking up
-- sunshine ( kahit na nasilaw ako )
-- cheese
-- egg & bread
-- changing bed sheets
-- dad cooked food for me
-- browsed other personal blogs
--able to print a copy of a soccer field for my PE class
-- a picture of a genetic disease
-- argument with my BOSS :)) ( agreement )
-- i love you
-- changing pillow cases
-- few online buddies in YM
-- kinda sleep
-- received messages on my phone
-- FOOD :)
-- chat ! chat ! :P

--* let's play :D

2009-02-07T17:20:00.000-08:00

let's play hide and seek :)
just wanna run away from you ..
because when i see the smile when you were with her ,
i'm trying to ignore all the pain ..
-- ngeks , emo ? LOL . hahah .

just wanna tell you that i love HIDE and SEEK ,
but only for DAYTIME , oki ? :P
i fear nighttime games ALOT ..

-- new pixurr po :)

2009-02-07T05:41:00.000-08:00

yeah , now i'll confess .
i'm guilty .
i know & believe what i've done wasn't a big mistake .
but it does hurt me . :(
even it's a mistake ( like what others believe ) ,
i'll continue ..
cause this world can't give any reason for me NOT to love you .

-- EMO ? no .
i know , i'm too young to fall in love .

-- who knows me the best ??

2009-02-07T04:51:00.000-08:00

try try try :)
click it here
my true friend test :)
do your best to be on my top 10 list :)

you will know facts about me because of this .

-- my dreams :)

2009-02-07T04:13:00.000-08:00

well , dreaming ( including success ) makes us smile .
but my problem now is i'm confused about my dreams , urgh .

actually ..
my plans for tomorrow aren't clear yet .
my future course , job , what am i suppose to be ?

-- finish my studies :P

-- magkaruon ng matinung trabaho
-- maging masaya
-- go abroad & visit relative/s :P
-- enjoy life ( wooohoooo :P )
-- magplan or manage ng reunion sa fernandez family :D
-- buy own car para happy
-- learn to manage my time .. mas maaus na sched .
-- get married
( saka na pag may boyfriend na akong matinu ,
may work na po na stable kaming dalawa nung guy )
-- pagtapos ng kasal , HONEYMOON , haha :P
-- visit old orgs ko ( i mean yung mga itinuring ko pamilya before .. )
examples : chiro youth movement , USAP ( pag-alumni na ako ) , my PCS families :P
-- magkaroon ng bahay somewhere in antipolo , para happy ..
-- learn parenting :) haha , pwede rin :))
-- MAS MATIBAY AT PINALAKAS NA FAITH po .. :D

yung lang muna for now ,
as the day pass , alam ko madaragdagan pa sila ..
POPULATION GROWTH nga kumbaga .. ??

dreams really do come true :)

-- hannah montana fanatics ?

2009-02-07T01:15:00.000-08:00

this morning ,
buzzed my cousin on her YM :P
erggh .

tgal bago nag-reply ..
ganda pa ng sinabi : "sorry nanunuod kasi ako hannah montana sa youtube e!"

sbi ko : "ok :) "
reply : "un lang babye"

oh dba ? mas mahal pa nia si hannah montana ?
erggh .

ba't ganun ? alam ko unat yung hair nia at kulur yellow pa .
pero ba't mas mahal na sia ..

( ensia praning lng :P )

well , my cousins are some of the
million fans of hannah montana ( miley cyrus , destiny's child )
simply adored by young girl .

i'm just JEALOUS .. hahah .

-- kelan kaya ako ulit makakakita ng fireworks ??

2009-02-06T20:44:00.000-08:00

aun , i miss watching that elegant , romantic and passionate
( haha , uala nang maisip na adjective ee )
fireworks display ?

- new year's eve po :P

hai , the last time i saw that kind of show is when i had a meeting somewhere in pandacan
hahah :) aun , so cute . days before the sto. niño's fest un kea aun .

yung fave show ko naman ay nung december 25 ng evening sa MOA .
i love it .

sana maulit ulit . haha .

yung isa pang unexpected kong f.show ay nung DECEMBER 20 '08
sa star city .
tantyadong tantyado .. 8 pm un hihi .
saia .

-- MIRACLES , in my life ?? ( part 2 )

2009-02-06T19:31:00.000-08:00

aun , naalala ko pa .. before may shoes akong de-gulong ...
yung may inner wheel sa ilalim ?
yung mukhang rubber shoes pero may gulong po sa ilalim ..

i used to play it at home or wherever na pwede .. :)
but one time ,
i chose to play with it here in our compound ..
kaso , may part na medio rough and i forgot to fold a part of the wheel inorder for it to
be closed .
so aun , i got tripped .

tumama sa sa may bato ( actually my back did )
around 5 minutes akong hindi nakahinga .
eh that time pa naman , my mom wasn't there ( nasa office )
so i was left with my lolo ( my grandpa's bro ) and his wife .. ung bahay nila is just
a wall away from ours ..

kaya un , iyak ako ng iyak ..
hindi tlga ako makahinga tas pinapainum ako ng tubig hindi ko gaanong malunok.
thank God , i'm still alive after all .

-- survey , top 3's

2009-02-06T18:52:00.000-08:00

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:

1. ella

2. eyya

3. elaila

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:

1. may 7

2. november 20

3. january 10

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:

1. kumain ng noodles

2. turned of the e-fan

3. logged on my FS acc .

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY KAHIT SA BAHAY LANG:

1. matulog :))

2. kain

3. text or call peeps .

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:

1. my grandpa

2. auntie fe

3. un lang ee .

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:

1. a new cellphone :))

2. new hairstyle ??

3. a day with HIM .

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. mag-ingay at tumawa

2. kumanta hanggang mapaos .

3. mangulit at matulog ..

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:

1. Aklan

2. Antipolo

3. Pangsinan ulit ..

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:

1. iced tea

2. o-juice

3. water

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:

1. notebook po

2. libro

3. papel papel ..

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

1. ORANGE

2. pink

3. violet .

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:

1. 2nd floor BPC

2. L - sa BPC

3. patio ?

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH:

1. myself ? & the creator

2. family & friends

3. him .

TOP THREE WHO DO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:

1. uala

2. uala

3. uala

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:

(things only)

1. cellphone

2. laptop ko ..

3. food and melon vodka cruiser :P

TOP THREE REASONS YOU ANSWER THIS SURVEY:

1. uala lhang

2. uala lhang

3. ualah lhang

-- MIRACLES , in my life ??

2009-02-05T04:18:00.000-08:00

this afternoon , my religion teacher asked asked us to
think of the miracles that God let us experienced ..
actually , i realized i only had 1 or 2 ..

it is when i was born . my mom said
that i'm incubated for 3 weeks inorder to sustain blood
( after being diagnosed that i'm lacking blood)

well , months pass by and i'm being unimmuned and diseases came up to me .
sabi nga nila , "balot na balot raw ako ng pera dahil dito".
that wasn't my choice , i don't know those things yet .

super hindi ko alam kung pano ako nabuhay at nakarating sa stage
kung saan nasaan na ako ngayon .
actually , when i waws in grade school , schooling is really HARD for me .
i'm being confined 2 weeks or 1 in every school year mising all the lessons .
but guess what , i still managed it to make it to the top .
for the 1st grade - 1st honor
2nd grade - 2nd honor
3rd grade - 1st honor , Sibika at Kultura Quiz Bee Champion , Filipino Quiz Bee Champion
4th grade - 2nd honor ( this is where i got confined because of VIRAL INFECTION and i was absent during the periodica exam )

well , that's my miracle experience .
now , my immune system is stronger ( haaha :D )

i know there's still miracle unnoticed by me .
well , gotta figure it out :P

-- USAP family ko po :)

2009-02-05T04:04:00.000-08:00

taon narin nakalipas .. matagal narin .. haha :)
parang dati , freshie lng ako nang naki.join ako dito .

mahal na mahal ko po ang pamilyang to .
supeeeeer :D

daming natutunan sa kanila ..

like :
"hindi lahat ng gusto pwede ."
"ang partido para sa mga paconian at hindi ito pwede para sa makasariling pag-iisip"

at madami pang iba .

ma.miss ko talaga mga lolo at lola ko pag.graduate nila .
sana magkita pa kami ulit lahat :))

ELECTIONS may come and go , but the LOVE we shared remains :P

kuia ken , kuia jb , lola irene , kuia irvin at lahat ng kapamilyang USAP :)
mahal na mahal ko kayo at SALAMAT sa pagdamay :)
ahihi ;) so blessed to have you in my life ( drama ?? )

madaming nakilala ,
nanai ko at mga kapatid ,
barkada ,
katawanan , kaUSAP , :)

salamat at ako mismo ay NABAGO ninyo ..
hindi napariwara , napabuti pa ng husto .

:) kau ang natatanging PARTIDO KAPAMILYA hahah .

I LABBSHUU po . :*

-- PANGASINAN vacation :)

2009-01-24T19:08:00.000-08:00

last week ,
we spent our weekend in pangasinan .
people are celebrating TALONG festival there .
i played with my cousins and ran after them .
i missed them alot .
the last time i saw them was last year or even 2 years ago ,
the death anniversary of our grandpa .

fist batch of pictures :)

- cuzii dj , my grandpa's look-alike ( we used to tease him because of that ) ,
his brother awin who is frowning because of PSP that dj is playing and their neighbor
at the back .

- this is one of our pictures ( me and kuia dindo )
my kuia dindo is months older than me . i used to kiss him when we're younger until he cries and stumbles and do tantrums :)

- male territory :) , inuman portions .

- kainan sa jollibee after the mass sa Our Lady of the Rosary of Manaoag .

- ceiling dun sa church :) ang kyuuuut :P

- Our lady of the Rosary of Manaoag ,
Urdaneta , Pangasinan

-tupig ..

-- pangunglit .

-- kaming magpipinsan .. super pasawai :))
pero enjoy namin magkulitan together ..

-- VIVA STO. NiÑO

2009-01-14T06:38:00.000-08:00

go sr. sto. niño :) oh , i miss my province . ( Aklan ) my parents grew up there and me & ate were raised by our granny there too . we grew beyond those farm house , ricefield , chickens & chicks . learning childhood contentment & enjoyment . well , you're not a REAL Aklanon if you haven't been to an Ati- Atihan Festival .

peepz dance there . shake their bodies and enjoy while having a parade all over the plaza . i like watching many people dance . And guess what ?? You can dance there too . Without asking permission .. No one can STOP you .

weeeeeeeeh . hope you can dance with me there :)) haha . sadly , this year , my mom chose to stay here and spend our weekend ( 3nd sunday of January ) with our cousins living in Pangasinan . well , that's OKEI .. madame pang dadating na ati-atihan for STO. NiÑO !!

-- i can't move on with my 2008

2009-01-04T04:38:00.000-08:00

i still can't recover with my 2008 life ..
hindi ko ma.feel na 2009 na unless ulit ulit ko sa sa sarili ko .
wow .
2008 was really a heavy year .

may struggles ,
my crying nights ,
parties 'til AM ,
telebabads ,
lovestrucks , kulitan ,
GALA ,
tawanan ,
okrayan ,
selosan ,
kulitan ,
pagandahan ,
at madaming - madami pang hindi nabanggit .

hay ,
2008 , where i meet many peeps .

number 5 . Ms . Cielo ,
she's my TLE teacher ,
youngster pa ito ..
at tila nagdadalaga kea ka.vives namin .

number 4 . new classmates & new kada ,
presenting JEKAA .
my friends jireh , khim , aizel , and patrish .

number 3 , younger friendships ,
most of them students ko nung student's week & the
rest co-USAP sibling ko.

number 2 ,
new friends ,
most of them FRIENDS ng FRIENDS ko ,
examples , friends nila ate niña like ate ayan , ate jaja , ate shirley ,
ate sherla , ate pat , kuia aaron , kuia gab .
another examples , friends ni jireh , ate ella , kuia algem , lola jo .
yung iba friends ko nung ST week ,
MGA KA-BAWAL ko .. :)

number 1 ,
boss ko . haha :) eloe boss .haha . jan.1o , 2oo8 first USAP meeting nia .
haha :)
next , new experiences ..

naging ST ako , yiheee ( unexpected )
LOVE LIFE ?? ( kasali ba toh ? )
gumala ako ng nagpapaalam .
natutong magpuyat .
updated my multiply account regularly .
nauunawaan ang aking NEW teachers hahaha .
joined contests .
examples ,
sabayang bigkas,
dances of the world ,

last ,
we celebrated christmas together ,
i mean ,
my family :)

i like this season very much :)

LOVE YOU 2008 . ;)

-- what i feel ?

2009-01-04T04:15:00.001-08:00

what i feel ?
hmmn , not sure .

i'm not hurt.
i'm tired .

a little bored .
well , STILL SMILING .

i'm fine .

i want to laugh ,
but there's nothing to laugh at .

i'm just not that happy ..

hmm ,

i'm just thanking you , BLOGGIE ,
for listening to me .

hmm , actually ,
i'm not OK :((

i'm confused .
confused what i'm suppose to feel &
act like .

-- RELIGIOUS quote :D

2009-01-03T20:54:00.000-08:00

I asked a man what his lover gave him that made him feel so loved. Eagerly he replied,
"She spent her day off with me"
then he asked me
"how about you?"
I smiled and answered,
"my lover went up the cross, wore a crown of thorns, was nailed and died"
and then he said
"oh, too bad. You must have missed him?"
I smiled again and said,
"of course not, cause from the moment I learned what He did, He never left my heart"

-- childhood & growing up ?

2009-01-03T07:13:00.000-08:00

"An interview with God.
Man: What surprises you most about humankind?
God: That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up,
and then long to be children again. -- "

-- i used to be one of those poeple who longed to grow up .
i want to do what older people do . hmm , like , cooking ,
& understand things better , & have a free conversation with others .

until i realized that life is to short & i'm supposed to
enjoy each moment that comes along .

i should never miss every opportunity of happiness :)

i love being a kid , growing up & living life as it suppose to be .
yea , i'm kind'a jealous of older peeps . they do things differently .
( i don't know why i said it's DIFFERENT .. )

& in fact , as we grow up , more responsibilities are given ,
more task should be done . And life is not as easy as we thought it
is when were younger ..

example , no more playtime ,
no more running outside , no more time for PSP ,
no more swimming time .

i know everything will change ,
everything has an end & good things NEVER last .

childhood & teenage dramas will always be in my heart
& i'll treasure it forever :))

& treasure what i have NOW :D

-- those who are SICK :((

2009-01-02T23:30:00.000-08:00

"i'm going home , i don't want to see them dying."
"they're not dying. they're trying to live."

-- it's up to you .
what do you see is what you reflect on your own .
everything is in the the way how you see things .

"DYING OR FIGHTING FOR A LIFE?"

BTW , that little conversation is from Grey's Anatomy

-- YOU can change someone's life ..

2009-01-02T20:48:00.000-08:00

i'm currently watching WOWOWEE .
the contestants are the singers from the old show Pinoy Dream Academy .

Grand Star Dreamer , Yeng Constantino ( batch 1 ) , sang with a boy who's
ill & wished to talk to her.

his wish was granted , Yeng's tears fell as she sing to the boy .

this boy idolize her so much .
the boy's mom said that the boy sings Yeng's song , "Hawak Kamay"
even he's staying at the hospital .

the director of the hospital asked him to sing , & then he did .

Yeng promised , & the whole world witnessed it , that she'll
compose songs , specially now that she knows that her songs
affects others life .

each single word in that song were ingraved to a man's
heart .

-- the love for the world ?

2009-01-02T09:03:00.000-08:00

love . is it a thing ?
a gift or a curse ?

people argue about this thing .
we all know love hurts ..

-- surely when it's too much .
ooh .

well , let's discuss about this love for our neighbors &
for the rest of the species around the globe .

some said "love makes the world go round"..
yup . i think so .
if there's no love , there's no care .
people will just yell at each other ..

accidents on the street , no safe journey ,
school will be boring , teachers will be selfish & will just sleep during class hours ,
parents wont babysit there kids & even the babysitter wont . a lot of terrorism attacks.

poor world :( poor kids , poor land .

if there's love & people care for each other ,
this world will be a better place .
there's no reason to worry ..

worry for the cat in the tree ,
lost child , or danger on the road .

if everyman is responsible & think for
the improvement of everyone ..
no selfish act or cheating , this land will be free from sins ( free from hurting God )

love will conquer all ,
even temptations ..

Jesus died for me , ( and for you )
for us to live & save us from our sins ,

"we're supposed to LIVE for HIM".

LOVE YOU NEIGHBOR , as you loved yourself ..

-- RIHANNA on the track :))

2009-01-02T08:52:00.000-08:00

rihanna fenty ,
the star who shined after singing the single
Pon de Play :)

i've read that she's from Barbardos -- where is that ?
i'm not familiar to that thing .

her 2007-released CD , good girl gone bad & other CD's were really in demand
coz of her singles :
take a bow
don't stop the music
&
UMBRELLA ( ella , ella , eh eh eh )

she also have songs with duets ,
Jay-Z , Chris Brown , Ne-yo

she won in a pageant when she's still schooling :D
singer , endorser & a model .

hope her career will get better :)
to the top !!

i like your style very much , rihanna !
you're better than BEYONCE ;)
-- i know you are rivals .. :)

BTW , i think Neyo & Rihanna will make a great couple .
i like you to be partners-for-life

-- coffee at 12 am ? wow !!

2009-01-02T08:17:00.000-08:00

we're supposed to go to starbucks
with kuia harvey but's it's already late . & my parents
locked their room so, how can we ask permission ?

oh , i love starbucks :((
how can i ..

tsk.2 , kuia harvey asked us out to late na ee ..
hmn , maybe next time ....

BTW , i love MOCHA FRAPPÉ :)

-- anung nagpangiti sakin ngayun ?

2009-01-02T01:44:00.001-08:00

una sa listahan ko : the voice of my BOSS :))
wow .matagal narin kaming hindi nagkita .
last meet namin nung december 28 , we watched a movie
together with our friends .

second my blog , you always make me smile .

tapos yung cold feeling ( i love cold days )

then , the leftover of kaldereta that my mom cooked for the new year celebration
i still love it . but sadly , the bowl's empty .. no more kaldereta for tomorrow ..
UNLESS if she'll cook for me again .. haha :))

next , i chatted with my boss ( him again ) :D

then , Grey's anatomy .
meredith caught 2 persons making a miracle inside
a room :)) haha .

last ( optional & unsure ) ,
having a time to update later .. haha :)
i love you bloggie .

-- baby alive , a child-friendly toy or a mommy's-money leech ?

2009-01-02T01:06:00.000-08:00

baby alive is just one of the in demand toy gifts this christmas :D
well , i just saw one in the store a week ago .

it's not that cute just like any baby toy ( no offence )
you have to feed it , and i can poop too .
but the thing is , it has a food ( which is expensive ) , a special
type thingy , & own diaper ..

-- i told my sister bakit hindi sila bumili ng pantyliner as a diaper to save money ?

yeah , i agree it sounds fun & interesting ..
specially to those who are mother-wannabees but
it will cost you too much .

it needs battery ( to run .. ) ,
food , water , diaper , patience :) - just like a real baby .

but the this is ,
you have to save money for this &
pay for its expenses ..

hey , she's not even a real part of your family .
IT'S A DOLL !!

you can buy a lot of other toys ,
which is educational , pocket-friendly ,
& enjoyable ..

well , it's up to you .
BABY ALIVE , a doll for fun & activity or mommy's enemy ??

2 wheel vehicle :)

2009-01-02T00:47:00.000-08:00

boys playing in front of our house this
after noon were really noisy .
& my grey's-anatomy-addict sister can't sleep ( wahaha , poor sofia )

i watch them play their bike through our window .
i can still hear the sounds of the rotating wheels , haha . :D

& remembered when i'm still 7 or 8 ( not that sure )
i asked my father to buy me one of those barbie-designed bike .

when we bought that , i'm 100% innocent about using that stuff :))
( a bit of LOSER right ? )

i practiced every afternoon .
a bruise , a scratch , or a scar is added every after playtime .

haha , but i least i learned .
it's part of being a kid & having a toy :D

-- Grey's Anatomy

2009-01-01T22:14:00.000-08:00

wow , my sister aren't tired of this thing .
Grey's Anatomy all-night ? oh com'on !!
even afternoons are for Grey .. err .
she'd even bought a CD , :)) .

that's what we call addiction :D

meredith's eyes were cute .
i just have to get used to it ..

smiles from ella

--- kompletong pamilya ba ikamo ?

2009-01-01T09:26:00.000-08:00

anu nga kaya pakiramdam nun ?
sige , sabihin na nating kumpleto yung pamilya namin .
hindi annulled yung mga magulang ko .

pero yung literally na sabihing magkahiwalay ?
yup .
my dad works abroad even since i wasn't born yet .
he went to middle east just like the rest of filipinoes so search for their
luck abroad .
oh i miss him alot , everytime he's far from us .

siguro , mabibilang lang sa daliri yung pasko magkasama kami .

years went by & my sis went there too .
wow naman oh , iniwan ba kami ng nanay ko ??
well , yan nag ang buhay .
"pag kailangan ng pera , gagawin ang lahat .
kung gusto mo ng better future , magsakripisyo ka ."

sabi nila , "para sakin din daw yun".
pero hindi ba nila alam na i'm being hungry EMOTIONALLY ??
i mean , i need his care . his love . and his comfort as every day pass .

i want a father who stays with me throught every single tear & smile .

one time , my sister said to her friend at merhana ,
"isipin mo nalang , hindi natin kikitain to sa pinas!"

that's real .
kung minsan gusto ko nang isisi sa pera
bakit ganto ee .

ok lang .
kahit malayo sila , MAHAL ko parin sila ee :D

my first post :D

2009-01-01T09:12:00.000-08:00

this is kinda weird :D
meron na po akong account dito sa blogger before ,
meron narin akong blog dito ..

-- if you want to check it out "growingupsofast.blogspot.com"

hindi ko malaman bakit gusto kong magsimula ulit .

siguro dahil nga sa AMBISYON kong maging isang manunulat & manlilimbag :))
i know it's funny .. i want to be an author , a journalist .
well , it's not an easy job .. according to my parents , it's not even safe .
people may hurt me or accuse me for doing immoral things .

yaan nio , dito ko nalang muna sisimulan .
baka pagdating ng araw maipaglalaban ko narin yung gusto ko .. :D